mad week and nearly found some normality.

So this week saw my little princess start school and Cameron going back into school - albeit part time - for the first time in just over 18 months !! To say I was nervous is a massive understatement but I am so proud to say both kids and I managed no tears and at teh end of the week we are all agreed it wasnt as bad as thought it would be !!

So Tues morning Cameron went into school for just 1 hour !! When he came out he was so stressed and I hated the change in him - i felt so cruel putting him into school and causing such upset when I could change it all and keep him at home. I spent the whole night telling myself he was stronger than that and we could do this and school was where he had to be if we were ever to make the best out of the last year !
Wednesday he managed 2 hours and came out less stressed still crying at every little thing and struggling to sleep but eager to go back into school ! Today (fri) Cam stayed until after lunch and even made it from the safe haven of the office where he has been all week to the classroom for an hour !! A huge acheivement and Im so very proud of him :-)

Now my little princess has had a huge personality transplant she has overnight gone from the child who clings to my legs to the child who is the first into class and eager to lose her mom for the day !! I miss my little girl but the new Keira is lovely to see and certaintly has done so well to go into school no tears and to even be so confident today on just her 2nd day to go to the office alone to find Cameron for a hug !!

ALL READY WITH BIG BRO DAN !

CAN WE GO NOW ???

Its the end of an era in our house now all 4 children are in school and Im all alone at home - not quite sure what Im going to do with myself when Cam builds up to full time school but I can say Ill manage and to be able to see my children grow is amazing - BRING ON THE NEXT CHAPTER . . .