We have a very calm house this weekend for the first time in absolutely ages all 4 kids are happy and acting like kids !! Not sure whats changed but the house defiantly doesn't feel like its under a black cloud!!!
We have just finished playing a mammoth game of Uno - 2 Hours - my kids are so competitive no one would give in till they won :-)
Wayne has a week off next week as it was meant to be cams surgery date so instead we are going to try really hard to put all our energy into Christmas when we are together we can pull each other through and stop the endless thinking.
My kids deserve a Christmas to remember and I need to lose the constant thought of what if this the last time ??? every time we do something as a family.
I'm working hard to get a grip and to make he smiles genuine !!!
Have to put a massive thank you to everyone who has been supporting us this year - most of you we have not even met but you re words of support and encouragement have at many times being the only thing to keep us going.
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